Have
you ever felt lost in life where you totally have no idea which direction to
go or even, lost in yourself, where you do not even know who you truly are.
She
lays down here with her wings tied and candles that lead nowhere. In the dark
mist of a dessert landscape, the shadow holds nothing but her insecurity. She
holds herself as she doesn't know what else she can do and fear of something
bad will happen to her. Fear, insecurity, hopelessness are portrayed on her
face expression. They say eyes are the windows of spirit. She is staring
blankly on the floor, thinking of what happened, and eventually loosing hope.
The
darkness is threatening her, and she could not help herself but lying down
there, wondering when this will be coming to an end, wondering if someone
will come and save her.
She
heard that the world is beautiful. Her desperations caused her to leave the
heaven to see how amazing the world is without taking considerations of the
consequences. She was too innocent and trusting and people took advantage of
her. Lies. She is never as innocent as before now. The dark side is
threatening her thoughts. She felt cheated by the fellow angels, and realized
she was never a part of them. The angels were the one who persuaded her to
leave the heaven. But there was no turning back.
She
regretted for believing her fellow angels, regretted for being so naive and
trusting. Out of a sudden, she lost her trust, she lost her true self, she is
never who she was anymore. She has lost everything, leaving hatred and
insecurity in her soul. She is all by herself now. She will never ever trust
anyone who approaches her anymore. She is now a dark angel.
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